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New Eyes

OK so its time for me to open up to the world and to myself Ive been in denial for a while now but recently a friend and i were talking and she suggested i read a book about anorexia and bulimia the book is called Life Without Ed it written by a woman named Jenny Shaffer and to tell you the honest truth i see a lot of myself in this book and it opened my eyes to the fact that maybe how i am with my eating and the things i do in my every day life aren't just normal behaviors. before i kind of just chalked it up to being a girl because a lot of women are hard on themselves but now i realize that it is a lot more than that, and that no matter what weight you are even you don't only weigh 97 pounds any person can have an unhealthy relationship with food and i realize that i do. i wanted to write this to maybe help others find their way to talking about it. because talking about it is the hardest part but online its easier a little, you don't have to look anyone in the eyes :), which i find easier. also i want to be able to open up the discussion for others to come and share their feelings and things they are going through. I'm going to write about the things that i struggle with in every day life and the good things i accomplish even if its just eating a lunch and a breakfast and i hope i encourage the rest of you to write about your triumphs and or other things that you feel you need to say but don't want to be named or seen lol... so feel free to start up the conversation as much as you'd like ill be back frequently checking. lets all help each other have a support group we can count on when things get hard for just ourselves to handle.

A little bout me

OK so i think its time that i maybe just write a little about myself. my name is Karli i live in SLC Utah and I'm 19 I'm the oldest of four kids yeah lol i still live with my parents. I'm working now working two jobs and its not that tricky right now but its kinda, maybe, just taking a little toll on me the stress factor tends to shoot through the roof some days :) but moneys important for bills if i could just figure out where people are finding all there cash i would be in business because Ive seen these people, these people with money, so i know money exists.

Any who so Utah life is pretty good i guess its a little boring around here sometimes i just wish i lived somewhere exciting and had an awesome job. Ive always wanted to make it big as a singer but that's a very hard thing to get into so lately Ive toned down my dreams a little and decided to become a middle school art teacher (art is another thing i love) but I'm still not sure i figure i still have some time to decide where it is I'm going.

I guess my life doesn't really have a lot of exciting moments ill probably just mostly be writing about my every day life, which consists mostly of working at a bank and the incredible stories behind that.

well guys I'm out ill write more as it comes to me, and believe me it will. see ya!